(FREE) [The Hell You Say] Author Josh Lanyon


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The Hell You Say review Þ 3 summary Ö eBook or Kindle ePUB ☆ Josh Lanyon Josh Lanyon ☆ 3 free read Or and his on againoff again relationship with the eternally conflicted LAPD Detective Jake Riordan And oh yes murder. Jake Riordan Total heartbreaker Source of considerable grief distress But a complex person than the douchebag I thought he d be ie I might not have to punch him in the larynx after allUh please do not mistake the above for my awkward attempt at poetryview spoilerAlthough it s been clear from the beginning that Jake is deep in the closet it becomes explicit in this novel just how actively Jake is lying to everyone in an attempt to protect the secret of his sexuality the police department he takes pride in representing his parents whose relationship he emulates his friends except his police partner Chan after all he needs someone to cover his ass his new fianc e HimselfSounds like a worthless jerk doesn t he A cowardly asshole that refuses to live out proud like Adrien who he in no way deserves I thought that would be my reaction but instead I feel only sympathyOk sympathy with a touch of impatience I did feel at times like giving Jake s head a firm slap while screeching Just make us all happy come out already But then I ve never been in Jake s position I don t know what it s like to be scared shitless or nervous or relieved or any of the myriad of emotions one might have when they decide if they ever do to announce they re gay But I know what it s like to lie I know what it s like to be different to feel like an outsider to fake being something I m not just to feel like I m part of the world To take a drink so I can pretend for a little while that I m not a socially awkward recluse I know how it feels to wear that social mask over my heart to want to believe my own lies so badly they become truthWhatever kind of lies we tell big or small we re all familiar with the nausea embarrassment shame a lie told may causeCan you imagine the pressure Jake must be under The man is 40 years old it s possible he s been living a lie for as long as 20 or 25 years He s been telling himself that he s abnormal his feelings are abnormal that men who identify as gay are abnormal He tosses around epithets like ueer fag as if to remind himself that that lifestyle is unacceptable As if to remind Adrien of his feelings as wellHis relationship with Adrien only seems to make it worse the fact that he s able make love to another man touch another man with gentleness The proof he has that a life with Adrien is a viable option the he pulls away For 20 years he s believed that his chosen normal path is the only one available to him A belief that entrenched doesn t just disappear because you fall in love with a manLike Adrien says as Lilia talks about in her awesome review Jake is living a profound and cancerous deception And that cancerous deception that denial of who he is is eating away at his identity He s losing himself as the loyal friend the honest man and the good cop He falsifies police reports he s angry suspicious see s deception threats everywhere Finally he turns to physical violence I don t have to hate Jake he hates himself enoughAs for Adrien funny sweet AdrienHe s definitely showing confidence in this novel He s starting to realize he s a competent person capable of solving a murder dodgy heart all Of course this crime solving habit of his gets him in a lot of trouble but he s able nonetheless It probably doesn t hurt that for once he s not accused of being the murderer there s nothing like a lack of jail time hanging over your head to give one s self esteem a boostConfidence in his murder solving skills aside Adrien s loneliness permeates this novel He wants to spend Christmas with Jake he wants to plan vacations with Jake he wants to hold hands in public he wants a relationship with Jake Adrien doesn t want to spend his life alone He compares himself to Joseph Hansen whose books I ve got to read at the end of his lifeIf Hansen was that forsaken at the end what chance did the rest of us have especially those who had never uite managed to find someone to share their life I tried to cheer myself by reflecting that with my heart there was no way I d make it to eighty anyway The problem was I couldn t imagine feeling much alone than I did right thenPatty Griffin s song Rain is mentioned twice in this novel Watch this youtube video it explains Adrien s feelings so well as well as possibly making you a smidge weepyLanyon just about killed me when after Jake is hurt Adrien has to casually walk past his hospital room to see that he s really alright What he sees is Jake laughing surrounded by his family new fianc e I think that s when it really hits him he can no longer deny that he s the other man It really haunted me when Adrien mention s the fianc es full name Kate Keegan I think Lanyon must have a whole character work up on this woman Just knowing her name made her a real person who also cares for Jake and not just another impediment to Adrien Jake s happiness hide spoiler The Great Wave relationship with the eternally conflicted LAPD Detective Jake Riordan And oh yes murder. Jake Riordan Total heartbreaker Source of considerable grief distress But a complex person than the douchebag I thought he d be ie I might not have to punch him in the larynx after allUh please do not mistake the above for my awkward attempt at poetryview spoilerAlthough it s been clear from the beginning that Jake is deep in the closet it becomes explicit in this novel just how actively Jake is lying to everyone in an attempt to protect the secret of his sexuality the police department he takes pride in Sindhi representing his parents whose The Wit Wisdom of Tyrion Lannister relationship he emulates his friends except his police partner Chan after all he needs someone to cover his ass his new fianc e HimselfSounds like a worthless jerk doesn t he A cowardly asshole that Kluge Pflanzen refuses to live out proud like Adrien who he in no way deserves I thought that would be my Advertising Murder Avalon Mystery reaction but instead I feel only sympathyOk sympathy with a touch of 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The Hell You Say review Þ 3 summary Ö eBook or Kindle ePUB ☆ Josh Lanyon Josh Lanyon ☆ 3 free read Demons death threatsand Christmas shoppingIt's gonna be one Hell of a HolidayIn the third in the popular Adrien Engli. Re read many times PChances are if you are reading this review you have already read book 1 and 2 If you haven t go back You need to start with the first book and believe methese books are worth the read don t let this review scare you off PThat saidthis book pissed me off so freaking badI hate Jake so very very much I have known that Jake is deep way deep in the closet since book 1 I also know that he is a coward and a cheat I hated him for all of this but he was honest about how he felt and Adrien knewhe knew all about thisAdrien wants though with Jake But when Jake is hurt and Adrien goes to the hospitalhe comes face to face with Jake s other world Adrien finally comes to realize that he doesn t want to be the other man He deserves than thatFor the life of me I couldn t understand how Adrien put up with this for so long but as I have said a million times beforethe heart wants what it wantsWhat pissed me off the most about Jake though beside him being an asshole of epic proportions was the way he not only hurt Adrien emotionally but fucking physically as well That s what pushed my anger into pure freaking hate Maybe some will say what he did wasn t as extreme but to me it was He knows about Adrien s condition In the end I was happy to see his ass goWe all know he will be back though But let s hope that when he does he will be crawling on his hands and kneesNow my raging review might make it seem like I didn t like the book but I did I seriously did I love a book that makes me feel and this one sure hit that mark

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The Hell You Say review Þ 3 summary Ö eBook or Kindle ePUB ☆ Josh Lanyon Josh Lanyon ☆ 3 free read Sh series the ill starred and bookish mystery writer has to contend with a Satanic cult a handsome university profess. My least favorite of the series If I wanted to know everything about Satan I would have listened to my overly fundamental Christian step mother According to her Satan is responsible for everything from cancer to stubbed toes Sure Yeah the guy in charge of the millions of wretched souls being tortured in hell takes time from his busy schedule to give me a hangnail Makes total senseSo Adrien starts getting threatening phone calls from emo kid devil worshipers I do like how he handles them We re watching you whispered the voice on the other end Yeah Did you see what I did with my keysSilence Then dial toneThese younger demons So easily discouraged Teenagers am I right No sense of humor when it comes to their maniacal demonic plans such as the evil and scary prank phone callsWell they sure as hell can t get anyone else to touch them Cut them some slack ladyThen they take it up a notch vandalism Oh no So very evil and scary Not a pentagram We ve never seen anything like that before you know except on every goth kid wearing eyeliner than a drag ueen So Adrien decides to learn everything there is to know about satan shit which means we get bored as hell learning everything there to know is about satan shit Truly in hell all they have to do to torture us is to read us all of their rules and belief systems So the mystery bored meAs for the romance Well I ve hated the guy Adrien has been with in past books but my hatred for him turned into red hot loathing in this one view spoiler This dickhead has had a girlfriend the whole time but now she s pregnant and he s going to marry her Which means he s been cheating the whole time I don t care that he is using her as a beard He is obviously having sex with both of them which euals cheating Then THEN he actually physically assaults Adrien You know the guy with a heart problem Fucking hell If they get back together I will lose my shit hide spoiler


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    review The Hell You Say (FREE) [The Hell You Say] Author Josh Lanyon Josh Lanyon ☆ 3 free read Dear Jake Riordan You are a diiiiiiickkkkk with a capital DAdrien doormat who accepts Jake's hit and doesn't make a stink about itJake selfish assholeMe livid that I give a crap livid that I'm addicted to this infuriating seriesI'm sorry but this is not a romance series This is a glimpse inside an abusive dissatisfying relationship that serve

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    (FREE) [The Hell You Say] Author Josh Lanyon Review completed January 23 2013 This symbol is a seal A personal signature representing a demon A high ranking demonI certainly didn't want any low ranked demons loitering about the place Sowhat does that mean? I've been cursed? I assured him

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    summary Ö eBook or Kindle ePUB ☆ Josh Lanyon (FREE) [The Hell You Say] Author Josh Lanyon Josh Lanyon ☆ 3 free read Re read many times PChances are if you are reading this review you have already read book 1 and 2 If you haven't go back You need to start with the first book and believe methese books are worth the read don't let

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    (FREE) [The Hell You Say] Author Josh Lanyon summary Ö eBook or Kindle ePUB ☆ Josh Lanyon 3rd reread and Jake is still an ahole Adrien will forever be a darlingStill a 5 star for meChris Patton was born to narrate this series LoveLove his Voice I realized that he wanted me to get angry that anger would make it easier and I didn't

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    review The Hell You Say Josh Lanyon ☆ 3 free read summary Ö eBook or Kindle ePUB ☆ Josh Lanyon My least favorite of the series If I wanted to know everything about Satan I would have listened to my overly fundamental Christian step mother According to her Satan is responsible for everything from cancer to stubbed toes Sure Yeah the guy in charge of the millions of wretched souls being tortured in hell takes time from his busy schedul

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    review The Hell You Say (FREE) [The Hell You Say] Author Josh Lanyon summary Ö eBook or Kindle ePUB ☆ Josh Lanyon My life will never be the same'Cause deeply closeted cop you came and changedThe way I walk the way I talkI cannot explain the things I feel for youBut homophobic Jake you know it's trueAt least that was how it was SUPPOSED to go The Hell You Say? What The Hell you mean Seriously what the hell Detective Jake Riordan?I thought I would just lie down on the sofa this Sunday since Holland is completely snowed in anyway with a gigantic mug of

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    Josh Lanyon ☆ 3 free read (FREE) [The Hell You Say] Author Josh Lanyon Jake Riordan Total heartbreaker;Source of considerable grief distress;But a complex person than the douchebag I thought he’d be;ie I might not have to punch him in the larynx after allUh please do not mistake the above for my awkward attempt at poetryview spoilerAlthough it's been clear from the beginning that Jake is deep in the closet it becomes explicit in this novel just how actively Jake is lying to everyone in

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    summary Ö eBook or Kindle ePUB ☆ Josh Lanyon (FREE) [The Hell You Say] Author Josh Lanyon Josh Lanyon ☆ 3 free read 35 starsI knew what to expect going into this book but it was still painful to read about and I'm very angry with Jake I really felt for Adrien here He is so lovable that I can't imagine anyone treating him badly The mystery part was ok not my favourite theme but it was well done The writing was great and I really like how the author ends each book Chris Patton is still amazing as a narrator I love the voices he gave t

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    review The Hell You Say (FREE) [The Hell You Say] Author Josh Lanyon New name for this book titled Lanyon wants to set you on a murderous rampaging path in lifeWhat is this book? What is this? How do I rate this? I was torn between 1 because of rage and 5 because of emotions but I gave myself some time to cool

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    (FREE) [The Hell You Say] Author Josh Lanyon Josh Lanyon ☆ 3 free read review The Hell You Say My thoughts on JakeMy thoughts on AdrienAnd yet I'm hooked It's like a train wreck I just can't look away Yes they're highly dysfunctional and should probably run as far away from each other as possible especially Adrian

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